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 Yesterday was me and atta's one year anniversary well sorta we don't know when we started dating but we do know the day we met so we just count that as our anniversary

we had talked about it and decided to wait till after to celebrate since payday wasn't till the day after But knowing me i couldn't not do anything

so i went out and bought candles,ribbon,wine,chocolate kisses, rose petals etc. and i got some dessert and of course a bottle of wipped cream ;) anyways he called me when he got of work and told me he was on his way so i got everything set up lit all the candels and waited  I got him so good you guys!!! he had no clue at all he was completely speechless  he poured the wine and we sat down i got seriously shy at that point I've never done anything like this for a guy before. I Then put on the music i had (playlist will be posted below) for the first five minutes pretty much the only thing he seemed to be able to say was wow i love you and your amazing.  Then he got up and came over and held out his hand, I stood up and he put his arms around me and we danced it was perfect the song playing at that moment was safe and sound by Taylor swift featuring the civil union the playlist wasn't playing in any order so the song was random but so perfect. You know how you get that unreal happy feeling where you wanna laugh but you wanna cry yeah that's how i felt in that moment and he kissed me almost as if he knew how i was feeling. After some more wine he managed to convince me to let him read the note i had writen for him I never really share how i feel so i wrote a note for him telling him how he makes me feel and how much he means to me as a boyfriend and as my best friend.

Alright that's about as much as i'm gonna share :P

I should add the kisses a lot of them had the paper taken out and i replaced them with little messages

Guys my week has been insane!!  So tired gotta get up after 6 tomorrow to get to work by 8 yikes so much for a Friday night out :(

Thinking about getting a piercing maybe my eyebrow yes or no?

anyways rocking pink i never wear pink  also hairs curly i never keep it natural but it looks pretty

Wow okay its been a seriously long time since i blogged figured after the incident with my co worker finding this and knowing about me and atta  i needed to lay really really low for awhile i changed my blog name and stuff but yeah i'm back!!

I guess something all of you who used to keep up with my blog are wondering is what ever happened to me and atta  considering he had a baby boy He's so cute although i never met the little guy and of course atta's also married to the baby mama which he was pressured into by both family's because of his Muslim background he didn't have a choice. I have chosen to stay by him while he figures it all out I know your all probably thinking i'm dumb and crazy but none of you can know how i feel and how he feels.

I know i've never been in love untill now and me and atta did break up a few months ago it lasted an entire day we saw each other and work and by the end of my shift i handed him a note that said "its not over is it" and yeah on april 26 it will have been an entire year

He's still married but that's something that will take a long time to figure out Although his wife's on to us got some random chick adding me on facebook and she started messaging me asking if i knew atta and if  i knew he was married with a child i played dumb and told her i barely talked to atta and holy shit she's a crazy psycho  bitch i can see why he hates her so much she made it clear to me that she would make him chose me or the baby  I straight out told atta to tell his bitch to fuck off  yet she did it again last night now she thinks i'm the key to keeping tabs on him no way am i letting her win. Call me crazy but were in love and nothing not even a damn piece of paper will stop me from being with him

New year has been one with huge changes 

Christmas is so about the people you spend it with!