Diary Of the Misunderstood

I quit one of my jobs  I'm honestly freaking out it could go either way i could get more hours and be less stressed or i might not get more hours and have lost out on about 4 hundred a month 

Second big change i ended it I really wanna scream for him to come back but its been 7 months and i know no matter how much we love each other if there's no future there's no reason to stay together i finally told him to chose and it wasn't me My heart is completely torn apart and i'm scared i'm scared of being in this dumb big city alone i have no friends here i got nobody  

its not about what you get or even about what you give 

its about being surrounded by those you love

I already miss some people though oh well its going to be awesome when i get back i work all week after i get home its going to be stressfull but who cares anyways Merry Christmas everyone 

I hate to ask but i lost all my followers when i had to delete my old blog if you all could help me get them back that would be amazing! I Miss all of you

Quick non personal update on my life I just got back from a small family shopping trip to the usa (i'm from canada ) i spend way to much money but shopping there is always way to fun! there deals kick ass i wish things were as cheap where i live but i think its because of the difference between minimum wage here compared to what it is there things have to be cheaper 

anyways my love life is great i can't really complain with the way things are either single or with someone i'm just happy 

Oh i dyed my hair i'm not a red head anymore biggest change i've ever gone through i look more mature i think 

I'm happy with where my life is right now 

I'm happy with where i am concerning any guy in my life 

I just feel satisfied I feel loved for who i am  

drama seems to have calmed down although theres still people who hate me  and still people who treat me like shit but whatever it is what it is!!